Friday, October 21, 2011

Oh The Simplicity of L-O-V-E

From nothing turned into something.
Take one moment, take on glance,
given a sign, given a chance.
A chance to Change.
change?
why would I change?
I will.
I will change.
change for love in my own free will.

Great, this is great.
what's great?
Comfort.
I want comfort.
Comfort in an embrace.
Embrace me.
for love, love is comfort in a great embrace.

I tip.
well, I tip toe.
To the top, tippy top.
tippity toppity to the tippy tip top.
Of your love.
Not to awaken any other emotions I tip toe.
Only to tip toe to get to love.

I am a member.
I join you in one thing.
I joined and am now a member.
i've joined you and you have joined me.
your VIP.
im a member joined in love.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

1/13/11 you'd know why its hard to pass

I'm sitting in class and my attention span has just reduced by a mass amount in the last hour, and I glance over to my neighbor who is writing a note. Then I think to myself why am I in this class surrounded by peers who in fact are on the same page as me, in which we tend to tune in and out of the conscienceness of expansion and retraction of the vocal cords of my instructor and in the midst of that thought you pop in my head. Between hypothesis and violent video game experiments, I sit and ponder my very own knowledge of you, well rather of us. I come to a theory, I say theory because it's not tested fully but rather coming to my own conclusion in a cognitive manner, I realize that I'm sitting in class half listening because I love you. there is something about you that I could not describe in any worthy enough words that motivates me and changes my behavior in a social way even psychological (In the sense that you have modified my thinking, in ability and habit). So I sit and day dream of you sleeping and me lying next to you one day in our own home and I snap back into my sight of focus, my professor. Good thing I'm on the same slide still. =)

when early morning calls

I lie and think of you,Of our imperfections together.
How beautiful you are.
I sometimes stare at you when your not looking and think of how perfect you are.
In everything that you do, I adore every bit of you.Your honesty, your confidence, it makes you who you are.
Your this mold of beauty of this pure essence of my reason for existing.
My heart knows you, it yearns for you, you matter.
I remember getting home late sometimes and even though early morning calls I would make an effort to pray.
I prayed short sometimes and longer at other times, but I prayed for you every time.
I can barely fathom the mere thought of you and how your perfection has kept me in it's presence.
I prayed for the man that God was preparing for me, would need me, love me, adore me, never did I think I'd truly get all of that and more.
Not that I doubted my God, but that maybe there was a different plan for my life.
And still, I somehow got more than I imagined,I got you.
I got a man who not only shows he needs me, loves me, adores me, but I got someone who thanks me, who teaches me, who corrects me, who protects me, and waits for me,But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear.(Matthew 13:16)You hear my cry when I shed no tear, you hold my hand when I hide my fear,You see my hurt,joy,confusion even when my life as a book is closed.
You taught me how to love, I'll never forget the day that you taught me how to say I'm sorry.
You developed something in me I didn't know I had.
You've help build me.
You made me believe I'm something worth loving and that I can be comfortable in my own skin.
For that alone I am eternally grateful.
So,Passed our rocking chairs as I pass you on streets of gold, there will always be something in me that knows your special.
And even when I don't know your name, I'll smile.
No one can compare to you, my love, from this day forward.
So what I'm saying is...I love you through the day and I love you... even when early morning calls.

Heart language

Wow!
Boom!
What would my heart mutter If my heart could speak?
It would definitely talk about your smile, the lil' smirk, or when you're really excited, but definitely your smile.
Or it would talk about the way you look at me when I have no clue about you're thinking, but I'm hoping it's good but definitely your look.
It might talk about the way you make my entire day feel better just by sitting next to me, how you can alter my whole mood with just one of your killer smiles.
Possibly your laugh, the way you laugh is music to my ears, the joy I hear leaves words unspeakable.
That box you got in your chest, your conviction, your strength, your worship, dedication, loyalty,It could talk about your beautiful mind, a mind serene and full of thoughts of beauty.
You are so much beauty and honesty.If only my heart could speak.
Summer time is eternal in your endless embrace,Amber leaves of autumn make no effort to replace the firey nights with you.
Infinite clouds surrounded by blue,Away from me the heartache you'll forever chase.
Give me a lesson,Lend me an ear,Tear me to pieces,To keep you right here.
Drag me through grass,Ignite it to fire,Leave me a trail,Don't call me a liar.
To the hill top,To the bottom of my doom,If only two words my heart could speak,
1 Wow!
And
2 Boom!

i sit

I sit and think of you,In all that you do.
You read my mind,You show me tenderness,You're always kind.
Keep this love,I can't do this alone,I want you close,I know what I've been shown.
I sit and think of you,You are that one, you are that who.
To me you're my everything, My soldier when I'm weak,My care-taker when I'm sick,You love me meek.
I sit and think of you in all that you do,So when you say you love me,I can truly say I love you too.

who am I?

Who am I? Who am I in this world?
Who was I meant to be?
Love, I am love.
My love for you is who I am.
I embrace you, with arms open wide, full of compassion and warmth.
I am love. Truth, I am truth.
I am true to you and only you.
I live, walk, and see in truth.
I carry it upon my brow, it's mighty, it's never vacant, although at times it may arrive over due.
I am truth. Beauty, I am beauty.
I am beauty for you compliment me.
I am a princess full of rose colored cheeks.
Beauty for you call me beautiful.I am beauty.

Who am I?
Who was I meant to be?
Giving, I am giving.
I give to you all that I have.
I'd give you this world if it was not to stay right here.
I give you my hands to hold, my laugh to enjoy, my smile to ensure.
I am giving.
Anxious, I am anxious.
I am all that is anxious and excited to become your wife.
Behold speech to you and forever more.
I am anxious.
Commitment, I am commitment.
I am committed to you, to your good days, to your bad days.
I commit to you in anger, sorrow, worry, and joy.
I am commitment.
Action, I am action.
I actively think of you everyday.
I will always show actions to prove my love on regular occasion.
I will show all I can to you that you need.I am action.
Lastly, Yours, I am yours.
Always and forever,
I am yours.

Monday, May 2, 2011

A tall tale of two tangled lovers

what should I do? what is to become of me?

Now that you're here?

Now that i'm...i'm...

You're what?

dont make me say what I already have dreaded to say?

All along you've said that you're ready, for love, for life and for moving
on from what you've felt before

Maybe I lied? Maybe i'm not as ready as I thought I was

You are, You're ready for this and so much more.... (cut off)

You can't be sure of this, You can't be sure of any of it, its not in the cards for me, to be happier than anyone i've ever known. No one gets the happy ending of a lifetime.

dont you think you've earned it?

I don't think i've earned anything past the ticket on my windshield

(pulls out ring) if you don't thikn thta you've earned this I can always ttake it back

(stunned) are you sure?

of you? i've been sure since thar first time we spoke, although i didn't even notice it I've loved you since i first layed eyes on you. there's nothing that has ever stopped me from loving you. not whats in my past, not whats in my present, anything you've thought was just something you've known. I love you. be with me forever.

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